Monday, April 4, 2011

Getting bigger every day

So for some strange reason, I have been really putting off blogging or posting about this on facebook. Why? I'm not really sure, but for some reason I am just being really weird about announcing to people that I am pregnant. We went to the doctor today and got to hear the heartbeat. I had another appointment a month ago and they did an ultrasound and we got to see the little baby in there waving it's arms around, it was so cool. I think maybe it still hasn't sunk in for me. I mean its obvious, I am very much showing, I throw up every morning if I wake up before 10, I've seen an ultrasound and now heard the heartbeat, so why I have been so weird/scared to tell people?

Maybe it's because it was so easy for us. We decided we were going to start trying in Belize, and in Belize it happened! Maybe it's because I know a lot of people who have had miscarriages lately and so part of me thinks, it was so easy, it must be too good to be true, look at all these other people I know who are struggling to get pregnant, it's almost not fair. Maybe it's because I know like a billion other people who are pregnant right now and I feel like I am just another girl who got pregnant. Basically every girl at my old work is pregnant or had gotten pregnant this year. It seems like every day on facebook someone else I know is announcing that they are pregnant, and I don't want to steal anyone's thunder and be like oh me too, I'm pregnant too, "look at me, look at me." (Bonus if you know what movie that quote is from) I really am excited about this pregnancy, don't get me wrong, I am just being weird about it.

I really want a girl, we will find out in a month! My ultrasound is scheduled for May 4th, so stay posted then and hopefully we will be able to find out what the sex is at the ultrasound. I already have all kinds of cute ideas for little Lucy's room, or Lucia as Steve wants her to be, but I will call her Lucy. Man I really want a girl. Either way though, boy or girl, the room is going to involve cute owls and a tree on the wall. The girls room will be a little more shabby chic antique looking and the boys room will be bright colors, but both with owls, birds, foxes, deer, just kind of foresty, I am so excited. We are hoping we will have a house by then. Oh did I forget to mention, my due date is September 24th, or should I say the baby's due date, though I guess I am "due" to go into labor around then. With Simon I had to have an emergency c-section, with this one I am going to try to do a vaginal birth after Cesarean, or VBAC. So hooray for being super huge pregnant through all of the summer, I can't wait! (little sarcasm there) At least I am only working part-time so I plan on taking Simon to the lake a lot this summer and plopping my by then very pregnant self into the very cold waters of Lake Tahoe. So yeah, I'm pregnant!


renee said...

Lucia or Lucy or whatever, im soooooooooooooooooo excited!! Love you guys!

MellyB said...

I can't wait!! Only 4 weeks and 2 days till we find out for sure that it's a little girl!!

Leslie@leserleeslovesandhobbies said...

I so can't think of the movie right now, but I so can say it in the correct voice and everything. Grrrrrrrr. Oh, is it 10 Things I Hate About You? Because I totally hear the quote in Julia Stiles' character's voice.

Oh, and I'm excited for another cousin for my children. And summer pregnancies aren't all that bad. They can't be for me to have decided to do it twice. :) Love you!

karlamsmith said...

Congratulations! I know how you feel, I waited to announce anything online until I was 6 months, it just felt kind of weird! But we are so happy for you guys, and we think lucy is an AWESOME name- we've got a lucy too!
Oh, and my vote is 10 things I hate about you also. At least, that's what came to my mind... :)

Kaycei said...

"10 Things I Hate About You" Do I get the bonus? I didn't look at any other comments yet.
Regarding your post though: Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds, so you are continuing the tradition. Hang in there. Love you.

A Harlow said...

Yay!! thanks for the post you are so super cute. I hope you start feeling better soon. PS the 4th is Addie B-day so I won't forget and I will be anxiously waiting to hear. Oh and Nancy says hi and she's excited, I'm home for lunch and on my new computer :) yay anyways i'm late and better go. Nancy trying to hijack my post though :) haha

Adriel & Tierra Wakefield said...

Congratulations! So excited for you guys!

dacjohns said...

I am of course excited to have my fourth grandchild on the way. I thought I had posted on this earlier, but I don't see it here.
BTW-For those of you that don't know, this will be a boy. No Lucy this time.